Ah yes, since dearest Pandora is currently asleep due to overexertion and Minerva is trying to keep quiet, I guess I have this post all to myself. What FUN!
Pandora doesn't like going too in depth on my infatuation with Lucius. Pity, considering there's more to it than just a psychopath high on hormones.
Lucius... what a sweet thing! But oh so cruel, too... what does he see in Pandora, that just isn't in me? She blushes at the vaguest hint that he's interested in her, she's not at all afraid to mouth off at him (honestly, it's like a sheep turning around and biting the wolf's tail- and he lets her!), and worst of all, she has absolutely no interest in killing anyone with him! How silly! How absurd! How pathetic!
I'd fulfill all of his fantasies. I'd let him use me... and abuse me...
but it seems all he really wants to do is confuse me. which makes me sad. I mean, I present him with a perfectly good opportunity to let off some pent up sexual energy, and he rejects me in favor of spending time with a prude.
But I can't help but love it... He's teasing me, and he knows it. Which will make release that much sweeter... Lucius... Oh god, every time I think of him, it's always a scene. and it's never innocent either, if you catch my drift... Ropes, gags, whips and chains...
He reminds me of Jeff. I hated Jeff, after a fashion. but he also, in an odd way, reminds me of Jack...
...
...I miss Jack...
He was one of the few people who actually cared about me, about the woman behind the face and not the face itself.
but Lucius cares about Pandora. and it's making me jealous.
what to do, what to do...
No comments:
Post a Comment